Emo Truth

How do I feel?

I’m not doing anything with my life really. Just living it and going nowhere and that is not enough for me. I enjoy the experience and the endless possibilities of each day but find it too hard to see beyond. To see what I’m doing things, or planning them, for. I have dreams, but they are simply that, dreams. I feel like my want which I make as obvious as one can do are being ignored, my desert island is my prison.

I feel like my dreams are in cages, and I have no keys to release them. I can see them in my mind, the things I want, but only there. I don’t know how to get them, I need advice, and I need help. That’s easy to say to a closed book, to anything non human. With a person there’s an issue of pride damage that I simply can’t overcome. Yes I have pride in what I am, believe it or not.

So its left to me break open those cages, even if I damage or break the things inside. So long as they can move from the metaphorical, to the literal, my dreams are still alive.