So it’s starting then, saving up the money I used to drink excessively for other pursuits, namely replacing a car part I recently took a decapitating stance to. My financial frugality is needed now more than ever I think! It will pay off I'm sure, I'm already scouting out potential money making opportunities, from work at home to acting opportunities even thinking about hard core gambling, but my string of luck would have me betting my last pair of socks within a fortnight. At present I continue through life with some bemusement and no particular sense of goal, even though I have friends and parties to go to.
We’re always travelling, even if its just only in time. But we travel one way and wish for the other, because we’re walking into darkness; the future. Whilst the past is lit up through memories, we have no guidance system for the future. You can plan, but if the force of fate and chance wishes, your plans will be ruined before the day is over! So they say live in the moment, the irresponsible now.
Another week starts, another week of lessons and friends and parties (no arrests hopefully), of conversations and meditations. Another week where the only warmth in my heart is that warmth which I hope will be there one day.
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