Saturday, 18 August 2007

18th August (23.02pm) – Limited Catharsis

Today was a bad day, it’s been a bad week! I can’t point at any specific event, but I felt really sad about things this morning. So I spent all day doing nothing, except things that make me feel better. Using Virtual DJ to create a nice mix of tunes (except that one of the effects is broken), programming pointless garbage (it asks you what your name is, then shows it form from blocks in 3d), playing computer games and holding a firefox window open upon “myspace” and “facebook”.

It seems strange to think that the management of sound, working out mathematic equations and jumping from virtual world to virtual world, would actually improve your mood, but different people chill out to different things. I'm not through this damp patch of grey

I say chill out, but that’s not it, most of you that know me know that I'm probably one of the most chilled out guys there is (usually). I think I mean some form of limited catharsis (emotional cleansing). I couldn’t for the life of me tell you all about it, but its good to know there are worlds within worlds. Computer games for one, and the ones inside our heads for a second.

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