There’s a lot been going on behind the scenes recently, I can’t stop my brain from thinking and my dreams are getting totally epic. I'm looking forward to the impending return to university life, but given the things I've been questioning to myself, is it the best place to be?
I suppose I'm not making any secret about how alone I seem to be at the minute, its getting to me I can tell. This leaves me thinking about my friends, and wondering how infinitely better their lives must be, as it’s hard to get in touch with them. Some are on holiday in far off countries, having exciting days. Others seem to progress from party to party with nothing in between. Others I simply haven’t been able to get in touch with.
All I have is work, and home. A few college friends for sure, but they are hard to catch up with it seems. Unless… of course they are just in avoidance of me. It’s only a matter of weeks till I get back to university, and I need to shake off this male PMT or whatever it is. I go from happy to sad and despair within hours. I'm in no state for booze, university or love should it seem to exist, and I sincerely hope it does, or I may be very ill indeed.
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